sickening

i think it was about 2 am when i noticed i wasn�t able to blog last night and it was the next day already.

i was absent today. i meant to do a lot of stuff (which i was actally to do yeasterday) but i ended up being worthless again. yep, it�s sickening.

where, o where is that spark to fire me up again? i need to get going.

these blogs are having that sad feel i won�t be wanting to read someday. i have to turn things around. when will that happen?