un-

some things like happy moments, you just can�t forget. some things like stress, you just don�t want to think of. and on that note, i don�t want to think of it. hahaha.

i guess it�s unfair or simply sad that happy times aren�t remembered or celebrated because those times belong to the past already and are no longer the foundations of the future. but maybe it�s also just as sad to remember or be reminded. so today, i uncelebrate. let this be the first and last unniversary.

today, i just remembered, was lolo daddy�s birthday. it�s also the feast of the Black Nazarene. �Quiapo day.� some memories there, too. some not mine actually. something about memories. they are meant to be kept but not to hold us back. it crosssed my mind, and i am considerring it. a devotion could work for me. also, to carry on something done by devotees,�important men�who have passed away.

and speaking of memories, i can�t remember when i got that hg 1/100 wing zero custom special operation type. and the mg 1/100 wing gundam ver. ka. last friday, i bought the mg 1/100 deathscythe ew ver. they�re stacked now, unbuilt. as i told cara, i should have these, at least the 2 mg�s done by march. i think i already have a place for them and upcoming 3�where my desk fan is now. i think my wallet just got hurt.

my desk fan stopped working already. it needs a �jumpstart� for the fan to spin (slower than it�s been) and quits swiveling. it could have been because i tilted it downward and put it on steady last night(?). i have mama�s stand fan now. i think i�ll manage with a stand fan. i remember having a deskfan ever since.

last day of the Christmas season. tsk. not the best day for me. it�s actually on the lower end of good. what�s left to do? i know the answer, i just lack the action. but hey, at least knowing is a start right? move on to better tomorrows.