Thursday, October 21, 2004

the world is actually a happy place

it quite sucks that i still ain't got an account on rose's debut last saturday. i got a simple word for the past few days of my life and those of my friends', though: fun.

20-october, for one, certain things (words, feelings, rules, i can't articulate really) ended and started in my relationship with my mother. i feel much better now. the trust and freedom i asked for and seemingly received feels quite uncomfortable now that i officially have it. [i don't feel good with my grammar in the past few sentences and i'm starting to hate my self for beginning this post in english. but anyways...] a great amount of pain i avoided to carry in my heart is now gone. now i really don't have to carry it.

haven't been online for a few days because of internet card expiration and an eventful real world.

i haven't felt this good that it scares me...quite. i know me, i don't get scared.

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