what comes after good

good, better, best. ganun ang trend. dapat. hindi kagandahan ang umaga ko. tanghali pumasok. pero masarap din yung pressure, mas may nagagawa. yun nga lang, hindi pa rin natapos ang dapat tapusin.

sa ibang aspeto naman ng buhay ko, ayun, kahit ilang text lang, mukhang ok naman kami ni best ko. medyo nakakatawa na ngayon kami nagiging magkasundo ni ryan. sana, maging maayos sila.

pauwi, dumaan akong red ribbon para sa cake sa kasal ni ate. at dahil offline ang credit card transaction, tsaka na lang. medyo nakakapagod.

pag-uwi, naasikaso ko na yung sa azure. medyo. presyo pa lang. bukas, dapat yung isa naman. smaller, more managable. lapitin ako ng swimming pool, ah. haha.

medyo sumakit ang ulo ko. buti may white flower at medicol. haha. ngayon ko lang napansin, may sarap yung gabi dahil ngayon na lang uli ako nakapagrosaryo kasama ng pamilya matapos ang dalawang gabi yata.

good day. tapat ituloy ang trend.

sick leave

not getting better with the �headache and stomach ache�, i went home this afternoon.

there are just things (at work and outside) that i could not get and solve.

i guess i�m faking my smiles. come to think of it, it�s been six months now that i�ve been sad. yes, i do appreciate some moments of happiness, but nope, not as happy as i could be.

things have got to change. things have to get better.

ganito kahirap

hindi mabuti ang simula ng araw ko. gumandang konti pero wala. mahirap.

silver and gold

�make new friends but keep the old / those are silver, these are gold.� �TRIX

had a nice chat with a new contact online. knowing people online isn�t that bad after all. not bad, not bad at all. today had a few cheerful moments at the ene cad room (chit-chat here, fist bump there), and a ride home with a friend felt more fun than a walk alone.

i�ve been chatting with a good friend from college recently and it feels good. i found out today that i came across a college acquaintance that also held back on saying hi because she also wasn�t sure. just a while ago, i had 2 ym windows open (one linked with facebook chat thanks to YM11 beta). they�re of friends� i�ve spent a lot of time chatting with before. i haven�t in a long time.

above all, i think i still am in touch with my best as her best, though there�s still this problem that i want to see solved.

as for work, it was stressful today. tsk. hahaha. tomorrow�s some minutes away. i hope something new and something old would both be good tomorrow.

eat n run

late gumising, late sa party na nagstart din naman nang late. sibat maaga para umabot sa family movie time. yes, umabot!

nakaka-miss din yung mrt trips. medyo. narealize ko, medyo maganda ang pakiramdam pag naaalala yung papuntang north ave pero yung pauwi, hindi.

hindi sana ako sasama sa merienda sa dad�s pero dahil maaga pa para sa Misa sa greenbelt, bumalik ako at sinamahan ang mga magulang at kapatid ko. ok rin, pero hindi pa rin talaga ako matuwa sa lugar.

memories, not so good ones. maaaring magpatawad, pero parang sugat, kahit hindi mo na isipin kung anong dahilan, hangga�t hindi gumagaling, humahapdi.

siguro ang weird at random ngayong araw na ito, nakasalubong ko si thad papuntang sm makati. na-ninja ako, tinawag pangalan ko. napansin ko na lang nung lumampas na. tapos nakita ko uli sa sm.

may pasok na uli bukas. hindi ko pa rin matanggap. hahaha.