Saturday, April 09, 2005

misyon, pangarap, at pangarap uli

doing today's mission with arun was fun. it didn't go as perfect as it could have been but at least the primary objective was fulfilled. the only sad thing is how misleading my answers to my mother's questions were. my only justification is that they were true at the least.

may mga pabigat sa akin recently. at kina lica, patrick, sheila, vicky, at jeff. marami at iba-iba. medyo gumaan na yung dala ko. si patrick din. sana si sheila, damay ni patrick. si vicky, mukhang ok naman. malaki pasasalamat ko kay vicky. nakakahawa ang faith niya. sarado katoliko ako pero hindi ibig sabihin, hindi ko pwedeng i-admire ang faith na makikita sa protestantismo.

monday, sabi ni vicky, aayusin ang mga bagay-bagay. there'll be two people exempted. ganoon lang talaga sila.




tumuloy ako sa sbt mula sa bicutan-sucat area. napalaro ako nang hindi naka-panglaro. may band room na kaming mare-rentahan. P200/hour pero P150 pa for one week daw, promo. asteg, napaka-convenient. sa makati square lang at kumpleto pa sa basic na gamit. nagtingin kami ng bass sa jb at rj. isa lang ang pasok sa price range with tolerance. di trip ni cholo ang hitsura, di nakita ni venjo, ko lang sa akin. medyo metal ang dating kaya medyo trip ko, pero medyo punk ako kaya hindi ganun ka-bagay, pero medyo deviant ako kaya ok. isang option pa lang yun at pwede pang mag-tingin sa raon. pero stereotypical lalaki ako sa pamimili, e.

hindi na ako sumama sa kanilang manood ng spongebob sa g4 kasi kailangan kong magpahinga at mag-aral. (isa lang ang na-accomplish ko sa dalawang yun. go figure.) kahit as usual ang sbt, dahil hindi naman ako madalas magpunta, at tantya ko, kahit mas madalas akong dumalo, hindi pa rin nababago ang pakiramdam ng tuwa.

sana lang, ganoon din sa isa kong pangarap.

[note to self: magsulat tungkol sa paghihintay sunod sa o bago o sabay sa pagsulat ng "tara"]




naalala ko lang. at least bawas na ang problemang maituturing sa matest kung saan naka-1.5 ako at sa matesla kung saan nabawi ko pa nang konti ang pride ko sa 2.5.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

sandali na lang

listahan ng requirements:

* relstri final "paper" (in quotation marks kasi email)
* soilmec special project due monday
* soilmec final exam on monday

additional:

* hanapin si sir oreta at siguraduhin ang pagpasa sa struct2

special:

* misyon sa sabado kasama si arun
* bonding with sheila
* catching-up with odessa
* rediscover red horse

super bonus:

* mag-post ng astig na pilosopiya. kaso talaan lang ito. meron pala sa avocados.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Church crisis

the Church is in crisis as Pope John Paul II is in his final hours according to the Vatican. i pray the best for our Church.

i remember arun's post on prophecies. hindi ako naniniwala sa ganoon pero napaisip kaya ako. pero, in further thinking, hindi nga ako naniniwala sa ganoon.


on personal life, malapit nang matapos ang term. nervous. tila kailangan kong kumpirmahin ang estado ko. hindi ako dapat bumagsak. hindi ko na kaya.

Thursday, March 31, 2005

joseph michael c. ang, editor

about a year ago was my grandmother's burial. last monday was a year after her passing. anyways, since i was in bulacan for her burial, i wasn't able to attend the malate ga announcing the managers and editors. i was the prose editor.

i had to quit that position for many reasons.

about 7 and a half days ago, i was on my way home from a meeting of the ces core group. my position: editor in chief, bridges newsletter. i applied for the position webmaster. i felt it was predestined.

if i'll be quitting, i doubt. though i still believe in my unqualifications for any editorial position, this time, i'm doing a mistake i've done once making me better at making it right. i do that.




currently, i'm cramming a day early for a report. God help me and my peers.

Monday, March 21, 2005

"kasi ang strength, dine-define ng mas mababa...tama ba?"

iyon ang sagot ko kanina sa tanong ni mr. franco sa mattest, kung bakit ang kono-consider ay ang mas mababang stress sa design. noong sabado ng gabi hanggang linggo ng madaling araw, hanggang sa buong araw, alam ko, nag-overreact lang ako. anong masasabi ko, natural na engineer yata ako. nag-usap kami kanina. ang mahalaga, cool lang kami.

(vague and unclear. i wonder if i'll understand what i mean at this moment when i look back in time someday.)

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