Monday, October 18, 2010

pabugsu-bugsung pagbuhos ng ulan

one of those nights i just have to blog.

it wasn�t the best start of the week today and it wasn�t really the best end of the work week last friday. the weekend was spent �restfully�.

tonight, the wind and rain are strong. then silence. then again. then silence. then again. now it�s quite silent. there�s this feeling of fear, insecurity, yet i think there is that faint bit of hope. i thought i lost it recently.

i remember a last year how it was just difficult to stop smiling. enchanted memories. there was something then, something magical. i need that again. no, not magical. something like that. something more.

yesterday�s Gospel reading, it hit me. i wish it hit me harder. that�s what i need, that feeling, that sense, that state when i�m in deep prayer. i�ve been there. it was great, and that is an understatement.

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