2010 concludes

it had the happiest and saddest days in my life. another year to thank God for.

hopeful Christmas

as much as we wish for things for Christmas, Christmas actually isn�t so much about wishes coming true. it�s more about receiving the gift of hope for those wishes. a long time ago, mankind was given a Gift on Christmas and with that Gift, hope for that wish of salvation.

yep, one of the happiest days in the year.

Happy hopeful Christmas.

and later, cheescake. or maybe tomorrow. i�m still filled with carbonara. tomorrow then, kare-kare and cheescake--separately of course.

konti na lang

halos andito na ang Pasko. sabi ko noon, kahit ang daming problema, kahit maraming hirap na napagdaraanan, pagdating ng Pasko, nagiging tama ang lahat. ito na, parating na.

62nd

masarap mag-agahan at masaya naman si mama sa kanyang kaarawan. mabuti naman.

incomplete

remembering good old times and good recent times makes me realize that there�s just too much lacking now. gotta keep looking at the time before even it becomes a lot less to complete everything.

pabugsu-bugsung pagbuhos ng ulan

one of those nights i just have to blog.

it wasn�t the best start of the week today and it wasn�t really the best end of the work week last friday. the weekend was spent �restfully�.

tonight, the wind and rain are strong. then silence. then again. then silence. then again. now it�s quite silent. there�s this feeling of fear, insecurity, yet i think there is that faint bit of hope. i thought i lost it recently.

i remember a last year how it was just difficult to stop smiling. enchanted memories. there was something then, something magical. i need that again. no, not magical. something like that. something more.

yesterday�s Gospel reading, it hit me. i wish it hit me harder. that�s what i need, that feeling, that sense, that state when i�m in deep prayer. i�ve been there. it was great, and that is an understatement.

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nights

i want to get guilt- and stress-free sleep soon. and as the implied deadline states, a.s.a.p. happy the day when all will be well and over.

i want to see some smiles i�ve been missing.

look at it this way

day 26/9 ngayong taon, nahiga ako at nagpalakas. nanghihina, e. nakakapagod at nakakalugmok ang ilang mga pangyayari. pero ang suliranin, para mawala, dapat lutasin. kapag mas malaki sa iyo ang problema, kailangan mo lang ng tulong ng makakahawak nito para matanggap o baguhin ang mga bagay. maaaring simulan sa kung paano mag-isip at tumingin.

directions papuntang mall of asia

mag-jeep-bus ka na lang kaysa mag-jeep-mrt-jeep. pwede rin naman bus-jeep pero pareho din yun ng jeep-jeep. therefore, taxi na lang. pero hindi pa rin nakapunta. ginabi na, e.

positive charge level maintaned

i can be extremely stupid and unreliable at times. i guess being optimistic and hopeful and generally positive reduces the negative energy�not to mention having a playful outlook. as i�ve been saying at times, and funny that i got the chance to say it today, �hindi ako gamer, player lang.�

rain rain

well, it�s no use asking you to go away. tila naka-sked nga ang bagsak, e. sakto pag uwian. ayos. pero hindi naman nagrereklamo. hindi lang sana mapanalanta.

at oo, somewhere, somehow, may metaphor dun. haha. hindi pala talaga mawawala sakin ang talinghaga.

take a look

new glasses hoooo�

chicken challenge

nakakabusog na nakakaumay na masarap. sulit din.

may kwento ako

this isn�t the same kind of story

yesterday, today, forever

there are things we prepare for and achieve and how nice it is to realize how well things could and would be. had fun yesterday and i hope things do turn out for the better.

i hope the prices paid are worth all.

one day, one 6/9 day

sometimes, it seems that 24 hours aren�t enough or at least, just enough. but hey, it�s ok. it makes the every passing day and what you make of it not just ok but better

it�s 6/9 today and it�s been a great day. looking forward to better tomorrows as always.

happy bday ni ate

at syepmre, masaya rin ako kahit masakit ang tiyan at pagod. maligayang kaarawan sa ate ko.

ika-61 kaarawan ng tatay ko

kay sayang umakyat sa antipolo kasama ang mga mahal sa buhay.

old and new

papunta sa mahal ko at para bumili ng bagong phone, nawala ang isa kong cellphone. salamat sa kaagapay ko, hindi ako masyadong nalungkot. sobrang salamat din sa Diyos at iyon lang ang nangyari. ilang oras pagkatapos, nakabili na ako ng bago, j10i2 elm.

isang huling paalam sa aking nawalang k330, mga laman at alaalang kasama, at sa 09199631469.

ulan! ulan!

ang saya. naririnig ko ang ulan. umulan kanina, hindi ko narmadaman. eto, umuulan na uli. ang sarap malaman na may ulan.

a hundred

i actually can�t derive a symbolism, it�s just pretty, blue roses with a white one in the middle. whatever it could stand for, i wish the happiness overcomes the sadness by a hundred times. thanks a hundred. happy hundred.

tagaytay

masarap mapagod

muling pagkabuhay

maligayang Pasko ng Muling Pagkabuhay at iba pang dahilan para sumaya ngayong araw. o kay saya.

go on

things may seem wrong and difficult, but living ain�t as fun when easy. things might not ba as planned nor expected. troubles, hesitation, bad luck, and everything else may come in but it�s nice to go on and on. in the end, there is happiness.

maundy thursday tomorrow. well, it may be holy week now, a time for reflection and sacrifice, what i could say is that it was an exciting month, worth it all. now, going on.

mainit

mainit nitong mga nagdaang linggo. mainit pa rin sa mga darating na araw. sana lumamig ang panahon pero wag ang mga pangyayari at pakikitungo.

kapagod ang klima. kailangan ng enerhiya. recharge.

ngayon, Linggo ng Palaspas. Holy Week na. next week, Easter. yey! hinihintay ko ang araw na yun.

14/3

4 years and here we are now. Thank You.

day 69 2010

may nakalimutan ako kahapon, salamat pinatawad. ayun, masaya ang gising ko kanina. maganda ang umaga. nakapagsimba.

bagong sapatos. kapanibago. at nakakakaba ang inaabangang pagbabago. hindi ako problemado dahil dun. kung natadhanang mapunta sa kung nasaan ngayon, itatadhana rin malamang na manatili sa kung saan dapat. pero dapat pa ring maghanda.

dami palang naipong 69 bills. may summary na sa excel.

reasons to be happy

it did become a day to celebrate and for many reasons. glad things fell into place, unplanned. so this is how it feels to have an angel help you out, to have fate play on your side.

medyo masakit lang sa paa. hahahaha.

safety

salamat sa Diyos

1234ever

nagiging cheezy ako lately, ah. ok lang. two weeks now. feels better now than last week. a lot.

january 23 pala ngayon. 1/23. that should explain the un-cheezy part of the title.

kapagod, ka-excite ang maraming bagay. isa sa mga iyon ay ang gig namin sa feb 7. kaya to! 20 songs lang pala, e. kaya!

happy lucky

happy yeah!

ok, dumarami na incomplete sentences sa blog ko. pero nagiging mas kumpleto buhay ko. salamats.