it’s not really the middle of the year, it’s actually quite a month from it, but today’s significant in how it is the day of hope. or something like that. i just made that up now, attributing it to the sign of hope. but i’m not so hopeful. maybe i’m exhausted. or maybe i got even lazier. eitherway, i should get back to being that hopeful self that i am. well, i think i can. then i will.